Michael Johns, Tom Petty, Elvis, Britney Spears, Bruce Springsteen, James Blunt, Hinder, Matchbox Twenty, Rob Thomas, David Cook, Jason Mraz, Matt Nathanson, The Killers, My Chemical Romance
Movies
Twilight, Labyrinth, The Dark Knight, Goonies, Say Anything..., Never Been Kissed, 10 Things I Hate About You, Coach Carter, America's Sweethearts, Martian Child, Weekend At Burnies, Pay It Forward, 13 Going on 30, Girl Interrupted, Mr and Mrs Smith, Rocky Horror Picture Show
Television
Grey's Anatomy, One Tree Hill, Friday Night Lights, Brothers & Sisters, Everwood, CSI: NY, Army Wives, Six Feet Under, Dead Like Me, Roswell, Dawson's Creek, Burn Notice
Pick Me. Choose Me. Love Me.
Amy says goodbye to Colin Everwood
Books
Twilight, New Moon, Eclipse, Breaking Dawn, Suzanne's Diary for Nicholas, Carolina Moon, Summer Light
About me? What is it you would like to know "about me"? About Miss Stephanie Hope, college student, aunt, sister, daughter, best friend, cousin, granddaughter, neice.. Did I cover all gounds? Good, thought so. I now have 6 nephews and 3 nieces, all gorgeous. I am working, and loving it. It can get stressful if you let it, but Im avoiding all that and just let go of caring. I refuse to stress anything anymore, including boys, which was a huge step for me. I let go of a lot of hatred and anger I held on to for so long, because it just became so overwhelming, and began to consume all of me. Im at such a good point in my life, where I can actually say Im happy, and would only tweak a few things. Here's to hoping everything stays good and clean for me! Cheers!
Peyton Sawyer: At this moment there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just not facing the truth. Some are evil men, at war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. Six billion people in the world, six billion souls. And sometimes … all you need is one.
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will.
You will have your heart broken, probably more than once, and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. Some guy will play the game on you and you will find out.You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love.So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot; who calls you back when you hang up on him; who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead; who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats; who holds your hand in front of his friends. Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "..that's her."
- John Greenleaf Whittier -
"For all sad words of tongue and pen, the saddest are these, 'It might have been.' "
- Jean de La Fontaine -
"Sadness flies away on the wings of time."
- Javan -
"Love can sometimes be magic.
But magic can sometimes... just be an illusion."
THE ULTIMATE SILENCE October 12, 1998
Listen to the mustn'ts, child. Listen to the don'ts. Listen to the shouldn'ts, The impossibles, the won'ts. Listen to the never haves, Then listen close to me ... Anything can happen, child. Anything can be.
~ Shel Silverstein
Over nine years ago, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.
What will you do to end the silence?
FIGHT FOR YOUR RIGHTS: TAKE A STAND AGAINST DESCRIMINATION.
hi mija i am sorry for not answering your question about david he is not moving out there now because of his fighting and he won't live with noone either with his kids so he said that if they move out there it will be after i get into a place.... but i think cruz will fallow too i hope at least he will.. but talk at you later love your aunt mary
hi mija sorry to hear your heart got broken and i know it hurts like hell.. i have had them feelings too and it does take time for them to go away.... i know you might not want to go back to school but if you don't take a break you might not want to go back after the summer either... it is sad you are getting burned out... but if i was in school as long as you have been i would be burned out too.... but at least you will have something to fall back on in your future... i wish i would of went to college too and i wouldnot be in the situation i am in now...broke... but i hope when i get out there things will get better for me too.... but you only have things the way you want them if you work for it... well i have bored you enogh so i will let go for now.. love you your aunt mary
we used to go play frisbee in the park all the time. its really fun, i pretty much suck too. and eric always talks shit about it lol. and we tried night frisbee once but its scary when you cant see it. but ya, make justin call me to come out sometime.
hi mija yeah life sucks and then it gets better for awhile.. i know that is what i live everyday... but yeah for sure i will be out there in august.. i am going to miss david and selena and cruz with all my heart but what can i do i can't make them move with me..... well if you are tired of school why can't you take time off? it might be good for you so you don't get burned out...but i hope you will be able to get some rest this summer...well mija love and miss you lots love your aunt mary
hi mija i hope all is going better for you.. we will be out there in august so we will be able to see one another soon and talk in person.... i can't wait till i see you again and how you are now... how is school goign? you should be getting out really soon for summer right? well things will get better soon i hope for all of us..... well love and miss you with all my heart and soul.. love your aunt mary
lol ya. i usually leave before too late because it takes me almost an hour to get home. it sucks, i cant wait to live in town again. and after the babies born i will definately drink it up with you guys, and since its warmer we will go play frisbee if eric gets a glow in the dark one. talk at ya soon im sure!
hi mija i hope things are going better for you.. me still the same shit.. i am hopeing tony gets a job tomm from taco bell and he will be able to save money too... things will be looking up for us to leave here if he gets the job and i start saving money too.... i told you if god wanted me out of here he would let me know and he is showing me..... well hope school is going good too... well love and miss you lots love your aunt mary
I just finished at SCC. I Have a 3.5yr old and an 20month old both girls and they are my life! I was living in seattle for about 2. 5yrs and moved back last summer! Life has been nuts! Living on your own is great you'll get used to it!
hi mija thank you for the good news i hope we do get some good luck soon... with things the way they are right now i don't feel the luck coming but if you think so then i will believe you.... i know i can't wait till we can talk in person too... i don't care how far you live we will get together one way or the other.. i don't plan on living in spokane either i will live were ever it is cheaper for me to live but i know i will have to work in spokane and that is kool with me... as long as i can work it will be kool for me.... maybe we will closer to one another and we don't know it yet.. well love and miss you too
That's true.. Just go on as best you can, and things will turn out the way they are supposed to..
I've had really only one rude person.. He opened the door, I started talking then he slammed the door in my face.. The most common reaction I think I get is, oh, then I ask whatever I am supposed to ask and then when I am done they are like, that's it? lol.. Or I've gotten a couple, oh you got the Census Job, I was thinking about doing that, how do you like it.. lol.. But me and this other kid have been warned about people thinking we are Mormons or Jehovah's Witnesses, and I have been places where they have their front door wide open and I hear their TV and see them sitting on the couches and they still don't come to the door.. Do I look like a Girl Scout? I ain't trying to sell no cookies.. lol.. No offense to Girl Scouts, I used to be one! Ha ha..
Ok.. Let me know when your days for sure are, ASAP.. lol.. Text them to me if you have to.. lol.. I was so mad, I was supposed to get paid today, and I was the only one not to!! But I probably wont have any money until then.. Maybe tomorrow though, Devin's sister owes us a lot of money.. Ok, like $70.. A lot to me..
I am doing good, i have two beautiful little girls who keep me very busy! And I am taking a course at the college and this comming week is my last week and I will be done thank goodness! How are you?
hi mija if you and i send each other luck then maybe it will help you and i.. but you never now what will come out of the future... i hope things go my way and your way... it will be nice to be able to talk to all of yous in person then on here all the time... well love and miss much.. love your aunt mary
Yea, well I hope things work out for you however you want them too.. Everything happens for a reason I believe.. Let me walk by, I'll turn your head.. lol.. jk..
Summed up, right now we are pretty much making the biggest most official mailing list for the United States.. Obviously, I am only working in Spokane.. lol.. But no worries, the U.S. Census Bureau will not sell yours or anyone's address to other mailing lists.. lol.. But we walk around house to house doing that..
No, I meant next Saturday.. lol.. Would you maybe want to do an early lunch? It's my mommy's birthday, and you work that night.. Are you doing anything on Tuesday? Maybe we can do something then too, either or.. But let me know..
That's too bad.. lol.. I just bought the sound track today.. lol.. So, if you see a green mini van blasting Hannah Montana, you'll know it's me.. lol..
I hate to say it, but it sounds like the 4 letter L word.. You know what I'm talking about.. Not saying for sure, but it kinda sounds like it.. I mean, look how I acted towards Devin when I was pregnant with Brandon.. Kinda reminds me of that, although Devin treated me way worse.. But who knows stick it out, no one knows the outcome until the end.. I agree with Marti, even though I don't her(?) or the guy you are living with (brain fart.. lol..), but you are too good for him.. And what I say goes.. lol..jk..
Yea, I especially hate driving at night just period.. Ok ok, I just hate driving.. lol.. Yea, so I really think I am going to like this job a lot.. It's a lot of walking, but I like walking, and it's 11.75 an hour, and we get paid weekly!! Plus it's really flexible, I choose what days and when I want to work..
Dinner would be awesome.. I don't know what your schedule is like on next Saturday, but I will be out in Airway Heights.. So if you're free, hey! If not, when are your next free days? You should come out to the races too on Wednesday nights.. Oh, and I have some of Brandon's 2 year pictures for you..
hi mija
i will send you all the good luck i can.. i know what you mean sometimes it seems there is no up hell i live it everyday but i keep the faith like you.... send me some luck too that way i get the hell out of here.... that is all i think about now and i hope god will give me the way to do it.... but you and i will look out for one another on the luck and just maybe we will get some.....lol well love and miss you
love your
aunt mary
hi mija
sorry to hear about you haveing such stupid shit happen to you..... i hope it gets better for you soon.. just think you can only go down so much and then you go up agian....that is what i think.... thank you for the faith in us i hope i get to get the hell out of here soon before i kill someone.... you know who...lol but yeah this year did go supper fast for me too....i am kinda optmistic i think god will help me get out of here..... well at least i hope so... but you just keep your head up and maybe i will send you some luck and things will change for you....... well love and miss
love your
aunt mary
hi mija
i am sorry things are so bad right now for you.. i hope they get better for you soon.. i know august is a long ass time from now but you know it will go fast.. but you know things usually things don't go my way so you never now what will happen by then... if god wants me out there then things will go my way...but no matter what in a few months or a year from now i will be out of here that is forsure.... but love you and miss you lots
love your,
aunt mary
It can be hard to trust what someone says.. I don't know you're guys' past, but especially hard if he's broken your trust or anything like that before.. But for now, what can you do but take his word? And I do believe no matter how hard you try to think things through, something you never thought would ever happen, does.. lol.. I guess that's life.. :/
Tsk tsk.. You little trouble maker.. lol.. jk.. That's quite a drive isn't it? Uh well, who am I to talk, we live at my Grandma's house! lol.. But, yea, I'm working.. I am my Grandma's caregiver, and I got one of those US Census Bureau jobs.. It's only temporary, but it's extra cash..
