Tootat

About me:

Just a Country boy from the hills down south. Living and working here in Wyoming MI,. Single Life's last measure of hope... Two hearts, one life that can prosper. Is it for real or is it just one of life's fantasies that go on to allude us in an ever changing world. A life so full and energetic, then when left crumbles to shards of glass. Then you see others in there pursuit of happiness and the shards keep amassing. Making you wonder is that what we could of had together.... I strive to carry on and wonder, is it something that i have done, something i said or something i should of said. Can they remorse and with time learn the passion that i have is true and pure, non deterring for them. But to hold on to the hope that is there with the shards to either be awoken or forgotten... As i sit here surround by peaceful quiet, wondering. Will i be able to listen to the soothing sounds musical melodies without the reminder of them, or a simple play comedy or other wise. Will i be able to sit and not ponder on our possible life that could have been, that could still be. One day is full of pure joy, and the next, full of dreadful sorrow. I s this what is meant to be through out all of ones life. Learning to live with disappointment, disregard. Being thrown ashore like a distant whale that has no energy left, to be left alone on a beach with no name. Will it all intertwine in the end. Another guess at life, what is out there? The same as it is when your walking, or something different? How do we know? Just as life itself how do we know if we don't try. As many were brought up to believe you never succeed unless you take chances. As with life, relationships, careers, family, sports, or anything else that revolves around any type of experimentation. How will we know if we don't try. I have heard once, written by a Chinese philosopher, that " The assimilation of learning is called knowledge, and the proper use of that knowledge is called wisdom." as in the same "To know the outcome look to the root. Study the past to know the future." As I ponder on these i get a clear message, we learn through life's mistakes, raptures, pain, and joy. We use this to look back at what we have done, what we have accomplished, what we have failed, and use it to gain the love the respect the integrity of ourselves. Not to please just ourselves but to reach out and help those that do not understand and could use that helping hand and the wisdom and knowledge that we have gained through our own life... So to conclude "A gem is not polished without rubbing, nor a man perfected without trials." And the one who gains this will understand that a man can never be perfect, nor can they completely understand what life revolves around. As to me it lies withing the heart the soul the essence of knowing that you love and are loved back, are respected and respect back, trusted and fully trust the one you are with. To live is to die but to die is it just the beginning of something new, unexplored. There are many questions unanswered, so without the trial of the question we will never know the outcome... Scott December 2. 2001 .. .. .. .. sports layout powered by HOTFreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments