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Tom
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<b><i><h1>Wilbur wants to kill himself</b><i></h1>
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20 years old
STATEN ISLAND, NEW YORK
United States
Last Login: 12/27/2005
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My LOVE<3
Baby, you've got to be more demanding
I will be yours
What are you holding out for?
What's always in the way?
Why so damn absent-minded?
Why so scared of romance?
This modern love breaks me
This modern love wastes me
Do you wanna come over and kill some time?
Tell me facts
Throw your arms around me ♥ | | Television |
  We are the few that won't say nothing right.
We are the footsteps fading into the night.
Yeah, so I'm already dead on the inside,
But I can still pretend with my memories and photographs,
I've learned to love the lie.
I wanna know what it's like to be awkward and innocent, not belligerent.
I wanna know how it feels to be useful and pertinent and have common sense.
Let me in, let me in to the club, cause I wanna belong,
And I need to get strong, and if memory serves,
I'm addicted to words and they're useless.
I'm about to explode.
I'm a mess, I'm a wreck.
I am perfect, and I have learned to accept all my problems and short comings,
Because I am so visceral, yet deeply inept.
I want to thank you for being a part of my the forget-me-nots and marigolds..
And all the things that don't get old..
Is it legal to do this? I surely don't know.
It's the only way I have learned to express myself around other peoples' descriptions of life..
I'm afraid I'm alone and entirely useless...
As we cover our heads and drink heavily into the nights
That’s no shocking and surprise.
I believe that I can, overcome this and beat everything in the end
But I choose to abuse for the time being,
Maybe I'll win, but for now I've decided to die.
Let's get fucked up and die.
God damn the liquor stores' closed,
We were so close to scoring
It hurts, it destroys til it kills..
I am tired and hungry and totally useless. | | Books | 
---------A Little About Yourself---------
------Basics------
Name:: kellysmith
Occupation:: student
Height: 5'4
Hair color:: right now, business in the front, party in the back.. no not mullet.. brown and blonde!
Eye color:: usually green
Where were you born:: s.i. hospital
Shoe Size:: like 7 and a half ish
Righty or Lefty:: righty
Wearing:: braccios pajama pants with penguins on them and a yellow shirt that says"silly rabbit trix are for kids"
Hearing:: the dryer and the doors
Feeling:: cold.. brrrr [theris snow outside!!!]
Eating:: nothing
Drinking:: chocolate milk<3
---------Relationships and Such---------
Have you ever been in love:: no way jose
How many people have you said I love you to?:: a lot
How many people have you been in real love with:: zero, zip, nada
How many people have you dated:: like 5?
What type of guy do you go for:: many different kinds
Do you believe in love at first site:: no way man
Do you believe in fate?:: no
Do you believe in soul mates:: Nooo!!
If so do you believe you'll find yours?::
-------Music Stuff-------
What song do you swear was written about your life?: 'The Future Freaks Me Out'
Whats the most embarresing cd you own:: B*witched
Whats the best cd you own:: The Honorary Title!
Do you sing in the shower:: if theres music on
What song do you actually hate:: any linkin park!
---------Favorites---------
Color:: BROWN!!!!
Food:: ice cream and chicken rolls
Song:: the future freaks me out
Show:: 2.12.05 streetlight but if you meant tv show.. csi
School Subject:: math
Band/Singer/Artist:: a tsp!!!!!
Animal:: bearded dragon
Outfit:: kaitlyns blue jeans and my seasme street tee
radio station:: 100.3
Movie:: dude, where's my car?!
Shoes:: brown j wrays
Cartoon:: the weekenders!!!!
Potato Chips: baked lays sour cream and onion
Drink:: chocolate milk
Soda:: ewww
Holiday:: 4th of july
Perfume:: none
Pizza Topping:: just plain old cheese and sauce
Jello Flavor:: strawberry
Lunch Meat:: turkey
Card game:: go fish
Video Game:: noooooooooo
Website:: myspace..go figure eh?
Book:: plainsong<3!!! read it bitchass!
Computer game:: sims 2 and rollercoaster tycoon!
Number:: 3
Cereal:: FRUTIY PEBBLES!!<3
Comedian:: Dane Cook<333
Dessert:: ice cream<3
Disney Character:: donald duck
Clothing Store:: no idea.
Past Time:: suduko
Teacher:: jack the mack sherak and MR WARREN!
Childhood toy:: polly pockets
Carnival ride: feris wheel<3
Candy:: gummy lifesavers
Magazine:: skateboard?
Hot Drink:: tea
Season:: fall
Sport to watch:: skateboarding
Person to talk to online:: nell.. because I never talk to her anywehre else =[
------Bedroom/Sleeping Habits------
Color of Sheets:: green/tan
Color of Bedroom Walls:: purple
Posters on Walls:: 2 napoleons 1 jessica simpson 1 brook burke 1 ryan carbera
Tv in bedroom:: uhh kinda big but up high and no cable
How many pillows on bed:: lots.. id say a good 8 or 7
Describe your favorite pjs:: nunni
What size bed do you have:: twin
waterbed/bunkbed/daybed:: bed with 2 mattresses
Describe your last nightmare: uhh.. this one friend i have was being very selffish and hurt me dearly =[...good thing its a nightmare.
Do you sleep with stuffed animals:: nah son
do you sleep in an unusal position:: i heard many things.. =O
Do you sleep with the radio on:: cd, only on weekends
share your bedroom with sibling:: no way man
Drool in your sleep?: not unless i sleep for liek 5 billion hours
Do you have an alarm clock:: yes
whats under your bed:: another bed
---------This or That--------
donuts/bagels:: BAGELS!! donuts.. ew.
day/night:: day! so much more to do!
Coffee/Tea:: TEA!
Hamburger/Hot Dogs:: cheeseburgers. or dirty water dogs.
Swiss Cheese/American Cheese:: ewww. swiss=NASTY!!!
Backstreet Boys/Nsync:: n*sync
Silver/Gold:: gold
Nike/Adidas:: i guess nike?
Mcdonalds/Taco Bell:: taco hut!! by farrrrrrrrrrr
Sweet/Sour:: sour
Hot/Cold:: hot!!
Winter/Summer:: SUMMER!!!
Spring/Fall:: FALLLLLLL!!!<3
Opera/Play:: play
Read/Watch tv:: read
Cds/tapes:: cds
dvds/vhs:: dvds
Old/New:: old
Shorts/Skirts:: neither. butskirtsifyoumustknow.
Pink/Red:: red
Meat/Veggies:: meat AND veggies! I don't like turkey and I dont liek spinach. Everythign else is usually good! =]
Scary movies/comedies:: comedy
Bikinis/One piece:: bikinis
sandals/tennis shoes:: sneaks
dogs/cats:: ugh! neither. but cats.
Unicorns/Fairies:: none.
Water/Land:: land
Sugar/Spice:: sugar
Black/white:: white
Ribbon/Bows:: ribbons and bows i love wraped gifts!
Colored lights/white Lights:: colored!!! how could you live without em!!?!?
Cars/Trucks:: cars
Popcorn/Pretzels:: pretzels
back rub/footmassage:: back
pencils/pens:: pens
---------Opinions---------
Valentine's Day:: boringggg
Abortion:: no way jose
Murder:: eww. your ugly.
terrorism:: even worse!
Fortune Tellers:: cool
Politics:: I wish I knew. I lied. I totally don;t care.
Country Music:: is usually bad
Cloning:: psht. one is enough.
Gas prices:: RE-DICK-YOU-LOUS!
---------Have You Ever---------
mooned anyone:: yea
been on a diet:: no way man
been to a foreign country:: canada
broken a bone:: nope
swallowed a tooth:: eww. no.
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants:: haha. no
thought about killing an enemy:: why woudl you ever want to kill anyone?
gone skinny dipping:: back in the day
told a little white lie:: yeah =]
told a secret you swore not to tell: only if it was about myself
stolen anything:: once
been on tv:: maybe
been on the radio:: nope
been to a concert:: sometimes
dated one of your best friends:: no
broken the law: who hasnt?
Been to a rodeo:: no haha.. but the dixie stampede once which was pretty cool!
been on a game show:: nope
been on an airplane:: yup
Came close to dying:: nay
cheated on a bf/gf:: nah son
had a dream your falling off a cliff:: kinda
snuck out of the house at night:: no point
had an eating disorder:: no
tonsils removed:: no
gone to camp:: band camp
won a bet:: with jordan. but he never bought me my scarf!
written a love poem:: noooooooo!
asked a friend for relationship advice:: of course
got a speeding ticket:: not yet =]~
done jail time:: nope
thrown up in public:: err. yeah
failed or got held back:: nope i am too smart for that
attempted suicide:: ewwwww. ugly!
cut yourself:: ughhhhhhhhhh... EWWW!! never! | | Heroes | 
why do you cry when you know how the story ends? how can you laugh when you know that it hurts your friends? we’ve all been there once but you never left. this is me coming back to get you out to say goodbye to make amends. i’m not leaving this place unless i’m leaving with you. you’re the only person with a half decent heart here and i know you will put it to use until it’s gone, gone, gone and as you close your eyes for the big sleep i hope you think of me and if you go, i’ll be gone and you’ll be left alone to live your life, as you please but someday you’ll agree that i was always meant for you. you were always meant for me, and you will see: you’re impossible. ♥ |
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| Status: | Single | | Here for: | Friends | | Orientation: | Straight | | Body type: | 5' 4" / Average | | Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian | | Religion: | Christian - other | | Zodiac Sign: | Pisces | | Children: | Proud parent | | Education: | High school |
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