I Was Never Your Fool

Who I'd like to meet:

You want to go out with me? We'd have to talk about it... and you'd have to promise me a clean break, if we did break, meaning all things tied together... everything said and out in the open... no drama.

I want someone who understands that love is not about trusting what you know but what you don't know. When you love someone, it doesn't matter what you don't know about them, because you love them anyway.

I want someone who looks at the world and sees a canvas. Someone who wants to make beautiful things and share them with the world. Someone who wants to make people love just a little more instead of hate.

I want someone who realizes that time together is great, but that time apart is needed whether it's great or not. Getting close to someone is good, but getting close to someone really fast is not good. If you brush your skin up against a knife, you can control whether or not it cuts you, but if you rush up to it, it cuts right through to the bone.

I want someone who doesn't make me choose everything, put me on a pedestal.... call me the god of everything when I am only a peasant. I am hoing and reaping just as you are, and I should not be treated any grander or lesser because of it.

I want someone... who appreciates little things... the veins in a leaf... how intricate and beautiful they are... how a piano ages and becomes crackled and slightly yellow... yet that makes it all the more interesting... you can tell what songs have been played on it. It inspires, it has been through it all. The way the sun plays with color, purples, reds, yellows, blues... it shows beauty through uniqueness.

I want that. I want someone who doesn't care what other people think... someone who takes their own path, not even the road less traveled, but a new road. Because they know that it doesn't matter where they go, they'll always be where they need to be, because life is funny like that.

I just ... like to express myself in a beautiful way. Why have words if we don't use them?

I also don't want to hear "I love you." That's the biggest bullshit I've ever heard. It's like saying, "I can't think of anything else to say. You're boring me." It's cliche. It doesn't mean anything. When someone loves me, I know it, because they show it to me. They do things for me, with me, think of me.

I want someone I can talk to.. Someone I can tell ANYTHING TO without having to make up a story or stretch the truth or avoid the subject, but at the same time, I want someone who I can just be with... for hours... and not say a word, because everything is said without them.

I want someone who will tell me the truth about absolutely everything, even if it hurts my feelings. I THOROUGHLY DESPISE being lied to, being played with, head games I am not your sex toy go fuck yourself with a fork because I don't want your fucking drama.

I may be asking too much, but I offer more in return for those willing to sacrifice.