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I Was Never Your Fool

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  • I Was Never Your Fool

  • Male
  • Madison, Alabama, US

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Interests

  • General

    abstract art, acoustic guitar, Alice In Wonderland, Ani Difranco, artisticness, creativity, cuddling, Dali, Dance Dance Revolution, David Lachapelle, Della Reese, Devon Sawa, Dolly Parton, Drew Barrymore, drums, Edward Furlong, EE Cummings, Elastica, electric guitar, Elijah Wood, expressive photography, eyes, faeries, fake journals, flowers, fruits, Furcadia, George Sand, Hello Kitty, Jeanette Winterson, Juliana Hatfield, kissing, Lauren Christy, Lenore, Lewis Carroll, M.C. Escher, Margaret Cho, Maya Angelou, Miss Papaya, movies with subtitles, Nicole Kidman, No Doubt, Photoshop, piano, pink, poetry, Powerpuff Girls, psychology, ragtime, rain, Rainbow Brite, repeating mistakes for souvenirs, Roman Dirge, Rufus Wainwright, sarcasm, Scott Joplin, self-discovery, Silent Hill, silliness, sparkly things, Strawberry Shortcake, thrift stores, thunderstorms, video games, vintage photographs, writing.

  • Music


  • Movies

    The Exorcist
    The Ring [American]
    The Ring [Japanese]*
    Nightmare Before Christmas*
    Disney's Sleeping Beauty, The Little Mermaid, Pocahontas*, Beauty and the Beast, Alice in Wonderland.
    May*
    Joe's Apartment
    Chocolat
    Tell Me Something*
    The Eye*
    Untold Story 1 & 2*
    Wishing Stairs*
    Audition*
    Requiem for a Dream*

  • Television

    The Anna Nichole Smith Show
    Buffy The Vampire Slayer
    Charmed
    Family Guy
    Futurama
    Golden Girls
    I Love Lucy
    The Nanny
    Powerpuff Girls
    Roseanne
    The Simpsons
    Strangers With Candy
    Wheel of Fortune
    Will and Grace

  • Books

    Jeanette Winterson:

    The Powerbook, Art and Lies, The World And Other Places, Written on the Body


    Stephen King:

    Misery, Rose Madder, It, Christine


    Anita Shreve:

    The Pilot's Wife


    Maya Angelou:

    I Know Why The Caged Bird Sings

  • Heroes

    Billie Holiday
    Britney Spears
    Dolly Parton
    Ellen Degeneres
    Jeanette Winterson
    Jewel
    Maya Angelou
    Oprah Winfrey
    Rosa Parks
    Roseanne Barr

Details

  • Status: Single
  • Here for: Networking, Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends
  • Hometown: Mt. Pleasant, SC
  • Orientation: Gay
  • Body type: 5' 9" / Slim / Slender
  • Ethnicity: White / Caucasian
  • Religion: Wiccan
  • Zodiac Sign: Aquarius
  • Children: Someday
  • Smoke: No
  • Education: Some college
  • Occupation: Shift Supervisor at Starbucks
  • Income: Less than $30,000

Schools

  • Wando High School

    • Mt Pleasant, SOUTH CAROLINA
    • Graduated: 1999
    • Student status: Alumni
    • Degree: High School Diploma
    • Clubs: Spanish Club
    1995 to 1999

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About me:

Do not message me telling me my profile is full of hatred or angst. I am being completely honest and open. If you read every bit of it, you will see that I want nothing for the world but love for everything.


Also, I cannot receive IMs on Myspace, so don't bother.



I WILL NOT under any circumstances, add someone without a photograph. That's just how it is. I don't care what people look like, but most of the time when people do not have photographs, they don't stay on myspace very long because myspace is about image (unfortunately). I also like to know who it is I'm speaking to. (I'm not going to get into the stupid debate of "lulz that cud b a fake!!! :)))" so don't even message me with that crap. Thanks.)


Do you really want to know who I am? Do you want to know which steps I have taken, which ways that I've failed? Would you like me to tell you the story?

I am not here to get your attention, and I do not live for you, but then again, I don't live for me. I live for everyone. I belong to the world.

My music inspires and teaches, and I like to listen to the same. I want a world full of pianos, giant swirled lollipops, and love.

But of course, we can't have that, can we? No, we live in a world of anger and hate and trust me, I am in my room right now in the corner lying in a fetal position struggling with my own demons and fighting my way through like a madman in a sorority house I will cut them all until they bleed fresh and realize what a cut really is. They will realize they have been mistaken their whole lives and will see a cut for a cut and will stop their hate and remove their violent thoughts and dreams.

We all are destined to become like Jesus. To save others while losing ourselves. Most people decide not to follow through. They think too much of their own skin and fail to see how cracked it is up close, just like everyone else's. We have a decision to make: to lie in our own filth or to take the initiative and get out there and live out our dreams and help others live out theirs.

We can work together and build our beautiful world or we can watch as one person takes out a brick and it all comes tumbling down. How fragile our society is and how weak our population.

A great war is ahead. A war of being, a war which tests our very fabric. We shall fight against hatred and hatred shall win, because we are weak and we like our coffee with cream and our fries with ketchup and our pancakes with syrup. Let us drown it all away and we will be oblivious.

Stop crying, put down the razor, and shut the fuck up. I'm sorry your mom took away your internet for a week. I'm sorry your best friend didn't call you on your birthday. I'm sorry you can't find the fucking prize in your cereal box, you spoilt soggy fucking bitch.

There are people out there dying and starving, wishing and hoping, never becoming anything, who would give every last drop of blood and red cent to be in your place for one day, so put some masking tape over your whiny mouth and get real.

It's not the end of the world.
It's just the end of humanity.







*** My Music --- My Photography ***

Who I'd like to meet:

Relationships change things.


I am reluctant to them these days. They end in broken plates and shattered dreams. They tear down more walls than they build. People lie. People go behind your back and talk shit about you when you think they're the best you've ever seen. I don't trust anyone anymore because of stupid little boys who think they own the world.

You want to go out with me? We'd have to talk about it... and you'd have to promise me a clean break, if we did break, meaning all things tied together... everything said and out in the open... no drama.

I want someone who understands that love is not about trusting what you know but what you don't know. When you love someone, it doesn't matter what you don't know about them, because you love them anyway.

I want someone who looks at the world and sees a canvas. Someone who wants to make beautiful things and share them with the world. Someone who wants to make people love just a little more instead of hate.

I want someone who realizes that time together is great, but that time apart is needed whether it's great or not. Getting close to someone is good, but getting close to someone really fast is not good. If you brush your skin up against a knife, you can control whether or not it cuts you, but if you rush up to it, it cuts right through to the bone.

I want someone who doesn't make me choose everything, put me on a pedestal.... call me the god of everything when I am only a peasant. I am hoing and reaping just as you are, and I should not be treated any grander or lesser because of it.

I want someone... who appreciates little things... the veins in a leaf... how intricate and beautiful they are... how a piano ages and becomes crackled and slightly yellow... yet that makes it all the more interesting... you can tell what songs have been played on it. It inspires, it has been through it all. The way the sun plays with color, purples, reds, yellows, blues... it shows beauty through uniqueness.

I want that. I want someone who doesn't care what other people think... someone who takes their own path, not even the road less traveled, but a new road. Because they know that it doesn't matter where they go, they'll always be where they need to be, because life is funny like that.

I just ... like to express myself in a beautiful way. Why have words if we don't use them?

I also don't want to hear "I love you." That's the biggest bullshit I've ever heard. It's like saying, "I can't think of anything else to say. You're boring me." It's cliche. It doesn't mean anything. When someone loves me, I know it, because they show it to me. They do things for me, with me, think of me.

I want someone I can talk to.. Someone I can tell ANYTHING TO without having to make up a story or stretch the truth or avoid the subject, but at the same time, I want someone who I can just be with... for hours... and not say a word, because everything is said without them.

I want someone who will tell me the truth about absolutely everything, even if it hurts my feelings. I THOROUGHLY DESPISE being lied to, being played with, head games I am not your sex toy go fuck yourself with a fork because I don't want your fucking drama.

I may be asking too much, but I offer more in return for those willing to sacrifice.


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