There is a sickness upon this world it is called religion the belief in something you know does not exist. The rightious pigs preach hate trying to control you wanting to dictate what is good and bad how to act and feel.
To them what is good is your misery, what is bad is your happiness, how will you live on your knees or on your feet?
Music
Blues: BB King,Kenny Wayne Shepherd,Jonny Lang,SRV,Gary Moore,Buddy Guy,Jeff Healey, ZZtop
Hard Rock: Led Zeppelin, Velver Revolver, Steel Dragon, Rainbow, Deep Purple, Queen, Creed, Santana,Guns & Roses, Van Halen, Aerosmith, Bad Company, AC/DC, Whitesnake, Hendrix, chickenfoot, Shinedown, Pink Floyd( yes I use to)
Metal: OZZY(is god) Black Sabbath, Black Label Society, Metalica, Dio, Scoprions....
Goth metal: Evanescence(what a voice!!) Lacuna Coil,
Movies
Hedwig and the angry inch, The Crow(original),Pinhead(all of them), Nightmare on Elm street(all)
Books
Shakespeare,Poe(the grandfather of goth)King,Sun Tzu,Don Pendleton,Lester Dent
Heroes
The problem with heroes is they never stand up to the title when you look deeper.
About me:
I have a strange sense of humor that I have learned does not translate well online?
I have been in the leather lifestyle since going to my first club at age 16. I came out within the lifestyle and meet my first Dom at 17. I have been trained in the lifestyle as a houseboi and sexual servant.
I have served several Doms over the years but on one occasion served with another boi and found this kind of open relationship(poly)very rewarding and supportive. After ten years in the lifestyle I was injured on the job, a back injury and was out of the lifestyle for some 6 years.
Returning, because of my injury I was unable to serve so choose to take my experience as a boi and become a Dom, for the last 10 years or so I have been Dom to Tgirls. This is not my true place it was a way for me to stay active in the lifestyle as I am naturally a boi.
I have desires to return to being who I am a boi and try and find a boi and/or black Dom around my age for a LTR. I am unsure if with my injury if I would be a good boi able to do the things needed, but I think if I found a patient, experienced Dom that could understand my limits and work with me I could be?
I am goth both in style and outlook on life. I was goth before I knew what goth was my introduction to goth was in the leather lifestyle clubs where it began before it was mainstream.
Who I'd like to meet: Do you wake up every morning and curse that you did?
Do you go thru the day just going thru the motions?
Do you feel.... nothing but fake it to try and fit in?
Do you see life as darkness with only pain?
Do you know what it feels to be alone in a crowd?
Do you hate everyone equally without prejudice?
If so then I want to meet you, I want to find others like me.
Come show me your demons, show me your dark place where you hide and I will show you mine.
