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KC
KC MAC
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Life's a garden.........Dig It.
Male
28 years old
Bastrop, LOUISIANA
United States
Last Login: 12/3/2009
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| General | My Interests include Art and Poetry. The following drawings and poems are my original work.
     
"Fear of Solitude"
What's the purpose of free will?
If you can't control your life.
What am I supposed to feel,
Other than a piercing knife?
I need to learn to make a change
But I need to know what's right
Everything just seems so strange
Without a love to hold at night
It feels like half my heart is gone
My life with someone I must share
I can't stand to be alone
I wished these feelings I could spare
What do I keep doing wrong?
I can't seem to make love mine
I hope my wait is not that long
Before I can recieve a sign
Life alone I cannot live
I really need to be more bold
I have little more to give
Unless I have someone to hold
I hope these needs are just a phase
I can't feel this way forever
Like a mouse lost in a maze
Feeling like I'm not so clever
By: Casey Young 4/09/01
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"The Storm"
The wind is blowing loudly
The clouds are to be feared
The trees bend down sadly
As the deadly Storm neared
The rain is falling faster
The animals begin to hide
The Storm is like the master,
NoOne's on his side
The house began to shake
That The Storm came upon
And it had a choice to make
As it moved right along
After The Storm had passed
The animals came out to play
The trees were straight as masts
And the sun dawned a new day.
By: Casey Young 6/14/98
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"Valentine's Day"
As I sit here on Valentine's
Lost and Broke and all alone
I try to read between the lines
Of a love that's dead and gone
I feel depression creeping in
This heart of mine is slow to heal
The love I want I cannot win
Now nothing in my life seems real
And as we pass another year
I wonder where we would be now
With great regret I shed a tear
And only one shall I allow
Without the pain my soul is numb
And I can't move on like I should
So why cn't I just cope like some
And stay away from her for good
It's hard without someone to hold
And getting harder everyday
I can't believe you'd be so cold
And push my loving arms away
I have lots of love to give
I give it all away for free
With all this pain I cannot live
And happy soon I hope to be
And so today's the day of Love
A day to show someone you care
With head held high I look above
Wondering just how life is fair
By: Casey Young 02/02/07
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"Torn-Apart Heart"
I'm always hurt by the ones I love
It seems I'll never get it right
But I've learned to look above
And pray to God with all my might
I can't see what I'm doing wrong
I try my best and give my all
To be happy, I've waited long
I guess too easy in love I fall
I'm Loyal,Respective,and always nice
I'll give them anything they need
But soon their stares are cold as ice
And always to lonely does it lead
It seems that nice guys finish last
I guess I'm just a better friend
Cause all the women in my past
No longer want to hold my hand
To truly love me they all claim
But not enough to stay with me
Upon myself I place the blame
Cause what they want I cannot be
I need to know what I should do
Is there something I should learn
I live in fear of someone new
Afraid to feel the same 'ol burn
All the love I've shown has died
Cause they always break my heart
I can't count the nights I've cried
Waiting for my brand new start
It truly often makes me think
I was meant to be alone
Further down I cannot sink
Cause now my heart is nearly gone
What can I do, Where must I go
Who can give me the answers I need
I guess being happy I'll never know
Cause tears & pains where this path leads
Some agree that love is a ruse
I myself think they are wrong
They can't love so they abuse
The path they take is hard & long
All the love that I have shared
Isn't something I regret
I do believe that they all cared
And all this love I won't forget
In this world of lies, I'm true
An honest, loyal & God-fearing man
I fear change to something new
And live my life the best I can
By: Casey Young 08/28/02
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"Pride & Respect"
I've always floated here & there
I've never stayed one place too long
And all the things for which I care
Always seem to turn out wrong
I really wished I could do more
Make some changes in my life
What in this world's worth fighting for
Without someone to call my wife
Being me ain't all that bad
Not as bad as it could be
I'm proud of everything I've had
For better luck to God I plea
I've had my share of some nice things
It can't get worse there is no doubt
All the pain I've felt still stings
Having done too long without
There's lots of things for which I'm proud
I'm proud to know I show respect
Although sometimes I might get loud
Myself and friends I don't neglect
NoOne lives without complaint
Everything can't go our way
We all must learn to use restraint
And learn to keep the greed at bay
By: Casey Young 09/22/05
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"Hate & Greed"
In this world consumed by greed
Everyone so full of hate
Death is where this life will lead
With no way to change our fate
Poor man, poor man in good health
Works so hard but gets nowhere
Rich man, rich man with his wealth
Just lays back without a care
Everything is not a game
Now is not a time to play
None on which to place the blame
For the bumps along the way
How does money change a man
Why can't man resist this change
Getting wealthy was their plan
But at the cost of acting strange
Of all the things in life I've seen
None compares to hate or greed
We all need somewhere to lean
And we want someone to lead
Just because sometimes you're mad
Doesn't mean you're doing wrong
Many things can make you sad
And all you need is to belong
By: Casey Young 05/07/04
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"Fearful Acceptance"
Changes inevitable
Decisions to make
Mistakes regrettable
Rejection to take
Luxaries denied
Patience stretched thin
Atrocities implied
Hollowness within
Purposeful yearning
Denied affection
Passionate burning
Awaiting rejection
Desires forbidden
Wishes forgotten
Destiny hidden
Society rotten
Feeling desperation
Wanting for attention
Always hesitating
Nothing good to mention
Dependable fear
Withering trust
Destruction is near
Acceptance a must
Hearts get broken
Love is abused
Feelings unspoken
People get used
Learn from the past
Keep the present clear
With future coming fast
Cherish every year
Time just cannot wait
Everything must fade
Just believe in fate
The choice has long been made
By: Casey Young 09/19/03
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"Bottled-up Love"
I still want you even now
I dream about you all the time
To get you back I wonder how
Your inspiration makes me rhyme
Rude to you I might have been
But you did tear out my heart
I wished I'd been a man of tin
Could you just tell me, why'd we part
Your beauty is undeniable
Your radiance can't be denied
My love is indescribable
My feelings just can't be denied
Our friends & families agree
That me & you belong together
I still love you, don't you see
I'll feel this way forever
What about me don't you like
I can't see what I've done wrong
I hope this isn't my last strike
To be with you I've waited long
I've heard people often say
A pictures worth a thousand words
Why'd our love just fade away
Headed south like migrating birds
Tell me now just how you feel
Am I a love or just a friend
Either or I'll make a deal
At least to always shake your hand
You're all I wanted in this life
All that I will ever need
You were soon to be my wife
We shared love, now just share weed
By: Casey Young 01/06/04
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| | Music | I like metal and country. A weird mix of genre but it's just my style.
  
  
 
| | Movies | My favorite movies include: Tenacious D and The Pic of Destiny Ghost Rider Johnny Mnemonic Walk The Line and Final Fantasy 7 Advent Children.
 

 
| | Television | There are only a few shows on TV that I watch.They are: Scrubs and Frasier.
 
| | Books | The only authors that appeal to me is Dean Koontz and James Patterson. 
 

| | Heroes | The Mythical Dragons are my Heroes.
   
   
              
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KC's Details
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| Status: | Single | | Here for: | Friends | | Orientation: | Straight | | Hometown: | Potts Camp, MS | | Body type: | 6' 2" / Slim / Slender | | Ethnicity: | White / Caucasian | | Religion: | Other | | Zodiac Sign: | Cancer | | Smoke / Drink: | Yes / Yes | | Children: | Undecided | | Education: | Some college | | Income: | Less than $30,000 |
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About me:
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Who I'd like to meet:
Some good people that are interested in some of the same things as me and I'd really like to get in touch with some old school friends from MS.
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