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If you had someone you really cared about an you to were really happy when you together..But that person was with someone that isn't that good to her an you now what it would be like if we were together... But she was stuck in the past with the way it use to be an shes to busy hoping things will be that way again...You c her cry when he yells at her.. He blains his problems on her so now she has it stuck in her head that she has problems to an shes the cause of the fights.... What if i told you i made the biggest mistake for them by almost given up the one girl i thought i could be happy with just so i could c her smile an think she was happy with him..Not sayin she isnt but i tried lookin at both sides of it an i think shes more confused on her fealings then happy.. When I lost her for about week cause of it an i felt so empty an alone...An she said fealt the same thing.. Now would you say that persons in love an just confused with the way she feals??....
Hey people! My name is Mike but my freinds call me Mikey. I live in Superior WI now an move between there and brainerd MN. Love to hang with freinds and meet new people. Im a very out going person an will pritty much go up to anyone and talk to them if i think they are sweet enough haha. I work even though i dont have to, but i think its good that i do. Keeps me real an down to earth. I HATE chicks and guys that are Conceded an think there better then everyone!! I hate it when guys put pictures of there abs! I have a 6 pack to, NOTHING SPECIAL DUECHE BAGS!! haha. Lately i just dont care what ppl think or say. So talk to me if you want. Otherwise have a good life :)
This poem was written just today (2/15/07) for a friend of mine. She and I just are totally not on the same wavelength. I feel she doesnt need me. I used to tell her everything and now we sometimes dont even say hello anymore. I havent showed her this poem and I dont know if I ever will (it was a way for me to release my feelings). I hope things get back to normal between us, because if I ever do tell her goodbye I will miss her terribly;
GOODBYE MY FRIEND POEM
Well maybe now I should just say goodbye
You used to be my friend
But I never felt I really was yours
So maybe this is the end.
I'm different from you, all of you
Each other we've never understood
I hope that if I do tell you goodbye
That it wont be for good.
Whenever I'm mad it hurts me so bad
And you don't even care
I don't know why, I just want to cry
And someday I wont be there.
The streaks on my arm they've done me no harm
They're only made of pen
But once they are blood that turns brown like mud
They'll be there again and again.
If I'm mad at you Ill hurt myself too
But that doesn't really matter
Although when I hurt I feel like dirt
And my spirits bruised and battered.
I do not know why it has to be so
I really wish it did not
But the way this has been going
it is basically shot.
You don't need me and we don't need we
And thats how I think I know why
These words are the ones I have to speak-
I love you, but goodbye.
| You Are 72% Grown Up, 28% Kid |
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Trait Snap Shot: clean, likes large parties, outgoing, makes friends easily, optimistic, positive, social, high self control, traditional, assertive, rarely irritated, self revealing, open, finisher, high self concept, controlling, rarely worries, tough, likes to stand out, does not like to be alone, semi neat freak, fearless, dominant, trusting, organized, resolute, strong, practical, craves attention, adventurous, hard working, respects authority, brutally honest, realist, altruistic...
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Knowing what was, I no longer sleep at night,
I've seen through all eyes, understanding runs deep
Mistakes in that life were all the fault of me
This consequence has never been my salvation to Changed who I was and my destiny
Now complete but then so led astray
Now stronger and better each passing day, Like a caterpillar much different at first Now from my transformation I change and I burst into what everyone wants, Nolonger am I like I used to be.,., Why is it none of you can see who i realy want to be
Poem of Confusion
Confusion in her heart grows dim a few seconds--
Her eyes speak of dought what could this connection mean?
Is it him?
Will she ever say the words he longs to hear?
The words that will end her doubt that will answer all her questions the words that will reveal if she shares the same strange attraction or if his heart for further attractions will still rest in friendship
With either result trying not to get to deep in thought for if she has no intentions for a pain free life then deeper feelings would only cause more pain
Pain and seperation for that is the name of the game i hate to play
Trying to keep my heart under control limiting my thoughts about how i feal
Trying not to talk about it for in speaking makes it more unbearable
She doesnt even know if her feelings are that of pure love
Maybe its just a great admiration
But maybe its not the girl meant for me
Maybe in some way i can say I will give my heart an soil an start a big stir in her own.
But until then I pray and ask for Her guidance for her to remove what dought i have leaving only the best intentions for what she would have us do..
Just Hold On
Hold on to your dreams, hope for the pain to stop, they shelter you through lonely nights, gently they become the pillow, that puts destination in your sights.
Hold tight the memories, the heart ach that burns, for the one who wins, is the one who remembers and learns.
Nurture the moments, handle with care, for destiny states, for each heart there..s a pair.
Cast off the anger, and its deep rooted seed, remember t'was anger , that caused your heart to bleed,
Snuggle each memory, a warm blanket held tight, bringing you vision, guidance, sunlight.
Push away despair, nurture the hope, so impossible it seems, but the only way out, is to hold on to dreams, An remember me.
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Jul 5 2009 12:21 AM
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Jul 4 2009 6:36 PM
whateverrr mikey
Jul 4 2009 3:35 PM
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Jul 3 2009 12:31 AM
I went out to get something to eat and I had my heat on lolol.
Sounds fun! Haha.
Jul 2 2009 9:45 PM
I'm colddd. ): Ha.
What's going on withhh you?
Jun 30 2009 9:52 PM
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Jun 19 2009 8:24 AM
(:
How are you?
Jun 19 2009 12:04 AM
Jun 17 2009 10:12 PM
just convinced my friend to jump off the breakwall omg it was the best lamo!!!!
Jun 17 2009 7:46 PM
Jun 16 2009 10:52 PM
wats ur company gonna do?
Jun 16 2009 10:43 PM
Jun 16 2009 10:39 PM
just chillin wit a couple people.
and u?
Jun 16 2009 8:54 PM
Jun 16 2009 12:47 AM
its not my fault:}
Jun 15 2009 11:22 PM
u make me sound rasist!!!
Jun 15 2009 11:05 PM
but i dont remember a lot so yeah....
Jun 14 2009 12:06 PM
fursuree
Jun 14 2009 2:58 AM
i swear half the time i dont understand what your saying.
Jun 13 2009 2:09 AM