does not thinking about it or talking about it make it ok eventually?Mood: blank
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I love St. Patrick's Day. I love surprising ppl. I love it when no one knows what you're going to do next and when people say.....that's just Marie being "Marie". I love it when people tell me I never fail to amaze them. I love it when my next door neighbor cuts their grass early in the morning and it smells like cut grass all day....hehe weird I know. I love babies that I can luv on and send home. I love puppies, as long as they don't take a dump in my house. I love talking to someone who has beautiful eyes. I love funnel cakes, but only at the fair. I love the "feel" of the fair but I'm not crazy about the rides. I love my son. I love it when friends or family call just to say hi and that they love and miss you. I love the smell in the air right before it rains. I love to stand in the rain. I love it when the lights go out in a storm (as long as i'm not alone). I love it when someone likes you so much you just look at them and they can't help but smile. I love how the color green looks on me. I love how I have two totally different personalities. I love talking on my cell phone when afterwork traffic is at a complete stop it keeps me from slamming on the gas and attempting to ram through the 200 cars in front of me...:) I love riding in my car with the windows down. I love neon colored markers. I love blacklight posters...but only if I'm wasted. I love vodka and sweet tea....i know...im so weird. I love taking an oreo and throwing away one cookie side and eating the rest. I love singing in the shower. I love to eat all the not marshmellowy cereal in a bowl of Lucky Charms and then eating the marshmellowy pieces all at once. I love love and the way you feel when someone you are falling for calls you and your heart skips a beat. I love to hear my son sing to me... I love being in love with so much


My first name is Crystal but I go by my middle name Marie. I do however use Crystal to blame anything I get in trouble for. Crystal is my other half, my split personality. My love is my 5-year-old son, Landon. I recently (2007)separated from my husband of 7 years, so i don't plan on getting married anytime soon. I have been up and down in what I want to do with my life besides be a good mother. I went to college for Medical Transcription and graduated only to find out it was MOST DEFINITELY NOT what I wanted to do the rest of my life. Then I started working as an office manager at a collision center for the best boss in the world. Stayed there for a couple years and left for a job closer to home. I hope to be able to move out of where i am at within the next year or two. I mostly like to hang out with friends and sing karaoke and or drink. I love cranberry juice and vodka,and Sex on the Beach(not really-sandinthebuttcrack-not cool...lol). I look back on my life and it’s crazy but there isn’t much else I want to do before I die, I’ve done pretty much everything I have ever wanted, some things I could’ve lived without. I have lived a love with burning passion, I have lost loves, I have longed for love I could never have. I have been almost all the places I ever wanted to go, seen most everything I ever wanted to see, I could die tomorrow and be pretty much completely satisfied with what I have and have not done. There are still some things I long to do but it is not that important that they happen. I want to see the Northern Lights, Go white water rafting in the Grand Canyon, I would love to go horseback riding on the beach preferably by moonlight; it has been a lifelong dream of mine. I learned through a rough childhood that you have to enjoy the little moments, be they few and far between, and surround yourself with people that love you and make you happy. God creates love, and you must find that love and live in every moment it has to offer at any cost. I truly believe in the “do unto others as you would have them to do unto you” saying. I try my best to live by it, although I am not perfect by far. Life is hard, there is no doubt about it, but you have to have faith that God will carry you through if you just live your life true to him. I talk a lot once I get to know you but i'm usually a little shy at first. I try to be as honest as possible with everyone. I hate hurting people’s feelings and will usually sacrifice my own happiness to make others happy or to keep from hurting other people. I like to hold hands, watch the moon rise, share ice cream, eat cotton candy, walk in the rain, slow dance outside, watch the sunset across water (so beautiful) etc…etc. I could go on and on. I love simple things. I appreciate the way people make me feel just by being who they are more than anything in the world. Well, I guess now that I’ve written a book I can close this little window into who I am and move on……


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