God, games, motorcycles, sports (football, basketball, some boxing, nascar.), reading writing, hanging with friends.
Music
christian music.
Movies
I'll watch anything as long as it's decent.
Books
Bible, Calvery Distinctives.
Heroes
Jesus Christ our Lord and savior who showed so much LOVE to all the people in the world. Who went through so much suffering to the point of no recoignition and sentenced to death on the Cross for our sins. A debt fully paid, to free us from the bondage of sin, as long as we believe he is Our Lord and savior and risen 3 days later from death and truly repent from the heart and ask him into our lives will we be washed in the Blood of Jesus and look clean to the eye of God.
About me: "My Testimony" Greetings to all that are intristed in reading my story of how my lifeturned to Jesus Christ our loveing God and savior from the Bondage of sin. I was living in confusion before and dureing my marriage. I knew of God and Jesus, but never understood it. I felt I didn't need to go to Church, and that knowing what Jesus did was enough. But I had no understanding what it really was all about. I lived a sinful life thinking it was alright. Certain events took place in my marriage that really tore me up inside. I was hurt, I felt lonely, lost, and stressed out. I became angry easy and often. I contimplated suicide everytime in my car but my son's face came to mind and I just weeped. I was a wreck and speeding to a very fast dead end. People got on my nerves, I complained about everything. I saw everything in a negative way and continued in sin. One day at work and in the middle of my shift I was extremly angry over nothing and was pacing back and forth just saying what to do what to do because in my mind I was ready to leave work and take off. But something made me stop and I looked at a gentleman that was in my area that week reading a Bible. Now before I go further I must tell his story on this. See he was forced into my area and he had every right not to come. He decided to pray with the pastor about it and after doing so they discussed that perhaps the Lord had placed him there for a reason. So here I was stopped in my paceing looking at this guy. I had a choise to go to this guy or leave. I went to this guy and started chatting with him. We talked that whole week about my situation and he gave me scripture to read and we discussed about it. He invited me to Church that weekend ..Calvery Chapel. The pastor there was in Romans 1 and some verses really struck home and moved me verses 20-21 and 28-31 as follows in NKJV For since the creation of the world, His invisable attributes are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made, even His eternal power and Godhead, so they are without excuse because although they knew God, they did not Glorify him as God, nor were thankful, but became futile in their thoughts, and their foolished hearts are darkened. And even as they did not like to retain God in their knowledge, God gave them over to a debased mind, to do these things which are not fitting, being filled with all unrightousness, sexual immorality, wickedness, covetousness,maliciousness, full or envy, murder,strife,deceit,evil-mindedness. After hearing this, it really got me to think about my life So I continued to go to Church for a time. I went to court shortly after for temporary child custody. I never expected to hear some of the things that was said about me. I was being hurt all over again. Five days later on Valentines I find out I didn't get my son. This broke my heart even more and I stopped going to Church. I was a wreck again. I blamed God for the outcome with my son. Weeks went by and at work one night the same guy as before comes up to me. He says' " I haven't seen you in awhile ...whats up?" I didn't know I was confused. I told him I was struggling to understand how God could be taken away from me. The guy mentioned to me he recieved a letter in the mail that day. And that he debated on bringing it to work or not. He handed me the letter and said he had a feeling to bring it today. The news letter was about Job and his hardships and comming to understand. In NKJV Job 3:24-26 he complains. For my sighing comes before i eat, and my groanings pour out like water, for the things I greatly feared has come upon me. And what I dreaded has happened to me. I am not at ease, nor am I quiet, I have no rest for trouble comes. Even though Job complained for his hardship like I did he realized he was wrong. In NKJV Job 42:1-5 he says, I know that you can do everything. And that no purpose can be withheld from you. You asked; who is this who hides counsol without knowledge? Therefor I have uttered what I did not understand. Things too wonderful for me which I did not know. Listen please, and let me speak. You said, I will question you and you shell answere me. I have herd of you by the hearing of the ear, But now my eye sees you. Here I was complaining and blaming God for something I had no understanding of. I purchased a NKJV Study Bible and started reading it. I had questions and talked with the guy from work.HE said I should come to Church to be fed and grow. I finally did on Easter Sunday. A man an ex relative nontheless was shareing his testimony which really touched me. He was going through a divorce aswell. I questioned myself, if I was doing the right things, how do I know if I'm being a Christian if I'm still struggling. I talked to the guy from work for 4 to 5 hours seeking help and answeres that day. After that I called the man who gave his Testimony and talked to him for an hour. We shared our divorces with eachother. He told me to read the Book of John. I did so and 3 days later another man from the Church came to me and handed me a book called The message of Christ. It was on the Book of John. I started to read it. I realized later I didn't ask Jesus into my heart yet...it came a little bit later. I was getting stressed over things of custody and the whole situation I was in atthe time and I just prayed. I asked Jesus to help, I couldn't do this anymore. I had learned I couldn't grow with out Jesus. NKJV John 15:1-8 reads.... I am the true vine, and my Father is the vinedresser. Every branch in me that does not bear fruit He takes away; and every branch the bears fruit He prunes, that it may bear more fruit. You are already clean because of the word which I have spoken to you. Abide in me, and I in You. As the branch cannot bear fruit of itself, unless it abides in the vine. Neither can you, unless you abide in Me. I am the vine, you are the branches. He who abides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing. If anyone does not abide in Me, he is cast out as a branch and withered; and they gather them and throw them into the fire, and they are burned. If you abide in me, and My words abide in you, you will ask what you desire, and it shall be done for you. By the My Father is glorified, that you bear much fruit, so you will be my disciples. I've continued going to Church to learn and come to a better understanding or the word of God and what Jesus did for us. Everyday Is a learning experance. I struggle as anyone else does and I am no better then anyone else. But I thank God for sending Jesus to us to pay for our bondage in full and loving us so much to give us such a great gift for our salvation and eternal life. When abiding if Christ I have a hunger for the Word and fellowship. We all may experance a dry season or be lost in the wilderness but have faith and seek Jesus. You will find his hand always right there waiting to help. Some people wonder in the wilderness for weeks, months, years or even as Moses did for 40. It's a learning experance and everything may seem out of control but trust in God, Pray, stay in fellowship and get into Gods word to know him and draw close. God is Good and ever Loveing. Thank You Jesus.! If this touched your heart I take no credit for JEsus deserves it all. May you seek him in all you do.
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Hiya Jason!!!! I just found out that u are engaged!! CONGRATS!!!! U so deserve the best Jason and I truelly hope she takes care of u and makes u happy and Gavin too. I, myself, am struggling with major health conditions....heart attack in august of 2008 and now major surgery coming up in 2 weeks. Stay true.
Hi Jason. I want to say THANK YOU for adding me back. I know we have been through a lot of crap together and haven't seen eye to eye and all that, but things do change and ppl change as u are well aware of. I could really use one of my dear friends back in my life so if u ever have time...to chat online or whatever...drop me a line. I don't know if u were aware but I had a heart attack on August 26, 2008 that has changed my way of thinking on lots of things and am more confused than I ever was with life. I been to the "other side" and back and all I can say is WOW!!!! Thanks again Jason...ur truelly a forgiving person.
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