"the patient"
A groan of tedium escapes me, startling the fearful.
Is this a test?
It has to be. Otherwise I can't go on.
Draining patience. drain vitality.
this paranoid, paralyzed vampire act's a little old.
But I'm still right here, giving blood and keeping faith. And I'm still right here.
I'm gonna wait it out..
If there were no rewards to reap,
no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
I'm gonna wait it out....
If there were no desire to heal
The damaged and broken met along this tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
I still may. And I still may.
Be patient.
I must keep reminding myself of this...
If there were no rewards to reap,
no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here,
I certainly would've walked away by now.
And I still may. And I still may. And I still may.
I'm gonna wait it out.
Gonna wait it out.
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*heatherdawn* fuck a bunch of navy boys! guess they mama and the military cant teach 'em how to respect and treat a woman....when will people realize??? Posted 19 hours ago view more
About me: My compassion is broken now. My will is eroded, and my desire stolen and it makes me feel ugly. I'm on my knees and burning. My piss and moans are the fuel that set my head on fire. So smell my soul burning. I'm broken, looking up to see the enemy. I have swallowed the poison you feed me... but I survive on it, and it leaves me guilt fed, hatred fed, weakness fed.. and I feel ugly, and dead inside. Shit adds up at the bottom. You've left me no choice but to go inside and rebuild what's broken. Too much, too far, too late to lie down now. I must arm myself to fight you by making weapons out of my imperfections. It's all I have left. There's no other choice. I'm shameless, nameless, nothing, and no one now. But my soul must be iron for my fear is naked. I'm naked and fearless. But I'm dead inside. You see.. shit adds up, now I'm dead inside. Hatred, weakness, and guilt keep me alive at the bottom.
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Who I'd like to meet: "...someone like You and all You know and how You speak.."
yeah, i got married...odd huh??? yeah everybody else thought so as well...but hands down..smartest thing I ever did....So anyways, what the hell have you been into?
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awww girl no u didn't!?!?! you put me on your tops! thats BAD ASHHH! you're totally going on mine too. right now. lmao.
and yeah it totally sucks having a curfew, maybe you need to help me make up some good bullshit that i can tell my dad to make him let me stay out later :o hehe
and we shood totally go to the beach! roman is the best artist i know, so not only can we go and get you a tat, but we get a road trip to tha beach! woooot! let's make plans :D and KEEP THEM. lol
heyy girl! sucks that we are both totally at work right now :P we work hard for our $$ tho! lmao but i had an awesome time at your house the otha night lol definitely guna have to happen again soon! but i don't blame ya for not dealin wif ppl in lebby...alot of ppl you really cant trust, but i'm sure you're figuring that out. but you can ask derek...i'm always faithful to my friends...so YOU'RE GOOD! :D have a good weekend hun! i totally miss you!
Ive been good. Mom and cory are ok as far as i know. Never see em. How have you been? Amber told me she was at your apt the other day. I cant believe i was there and didnt even know it was your place. Lol one of these days me and amber will come party with ya as long as tiffany isnt there. Lol take it easy and keep in touch.
Heyyy! Aww well thanks :) I thought you were pretty badass too! Hah and you didn't act crazy...the things that you were saying to Kira really made sense! But I'd love to come back over and chill sometime! I'll give ya my number and hopefully we can hang sometime soooooon! It was great to meet ya...i'd heard so much about you i kinda felt like i knew ya already lol
Bad news for you baby girl. TOOL in Hotlanta is basically sold out. I didn't even get tickets. But I'm going to hopefully see them at Lalapalooza in Chicago. Sorry to be the bearer of bad news. Also did you forget what yesterday was?
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