About me:

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I have a love hate relationship for life right now. I love my family and friends and I can't think of a single one of them that I could live without! I love my job at the Kansas Spine Hospital! I have been there for 3 1/2yrs and couldn't think of a better hospital to work at! I have an AMAZING boyfriend, Shane, (who will be home in a month from Iraq...I love you!) who I hope that someday I will marry! We bought a house a yr ago and its great to finally have a permanent address and the room to fill it with friends and family! We have two huskies Kyra and Jenna, who I treat like they are my kids lol! I have a 6yr old daughter that even though it was the hardest decision to make, I gave up for adoption! What I hate is that Ive had to put most of it on hold for the time being. I hate having amazing friends and family and a boyfriend but not getting to see them or call them as much as I want. I hate that I love the place I work but know that I have the potential to do a better job at it. I have reached that point where Ive finally realized that if I don't force myself to get ahead I won't be able to work only 40hrs a week and be able to keep in touch with everyone and not live paycheck to paycheck. And hopefully when I'm ready to take all the people I love in life off hold, they will have stuck around. I'm a very stubborn but loving person. I will always give people the benefit of the doubt at least a couple hundred times:) I can come off very shy (which people take as though that means your a bitch...and I'm not) but for the people that really know me probably wish I wasn't such a loud mouth! I don't like to be around drama, when I have the time to have fun I don't want half the night to be ruined with it. At the same time I am a great listener, if my friends have a problem and need a shoulder to cry on I will be there for them as long as it takes to make things better. I am very loyal and don't like people to screw with my friends and family. If you start shit with them know your going to be dealing with me. And my biggest pet peeve is liars, I am a very open, understanding person and if you have a problem with me I'm always willing to talk it out, if you just don't like me well...I'm sorry you feel that way. ..